[DSXHalostar]

EpidemiKKK, on 12 May 2012 - 10:54 AM, said:

Love you Nate <3

What's going on buddy?

Oh ******, here we go.

Alright, so my dad was laid off from his job 3 years ago or so. We got by on unemployment as well as child support from my mom (whose house I visit equally as much as my dad's). My dad then got a girlfriend who also invited three of her kids to stay at our house with her. I believe there was some kind of deal with money involved. After many months of living with 7 people in my house, my dad's girlfriend's fourth kid got evicted from her apartment. She came to my dad, and he pretty much just kicked everyone out; he was sick of the people. So my dad's going to have to sell the house, and right now we're redoing the carpet and repainting. I'm probably going to be living with my mom for the final years of high school.

P.S. Prom last night was ****** amazing. It reminded me why I wanted to get in shape again, and I will be doing so.

[HeadlessLover]

A few months ago I wrote "I ****** hate all of you and want all of you to die" on my Chemistry folder, and a few weeks ago I added "I should just ****** kill myself." Both of these happened on the worst days I've had all year, and for whatever reason someone decided to tell a Russian teacher (Why Russian?) on Friday while I was on a field trip (Afraid of my homicidal wrath?). So I was taken to the office and then sent to a councilor before being sent home. Got to see a doctor before I can get back to school. What a ****** nuisance.

[WCLImmo]

I can understand feeling bad and all but c'mon, on your folders for other people to see?

It is pretty stupid but you could be crying for help without been knowing it.

[Excalibur1011]

Hey guys and gals. I just came in here to get some advice, I suppose.

Anyway, here is a little background story.
I have always had Anxiety problems since I was little, and finally at age 20 I decided to go get some help. After seeing a psychologists and a psychiatrist for about a month I was diagnosed with Anxiety disorder, Depression, and OCPD. The doc's put me on Prozac during the day and Trazodone at night. It's only been a week, but some of my obscure thoughts and a little bit of my anxiety has been relieved. Hopefully, these next six weeks I'll see even more of an improvement.

But, the hard part about all of this is during the process of trying to figure out what was wrong with me, my girlfriend of 5 years decided she wasn't in love with me. We didn't end on good terms, and I still haven't got the closure I think I deserved. I'm not suicidal or anything, I just feel so lost. Like a part of me has just been ripped away from me. You guys seem like some cool cats, so has anyone ever had a similar experience? I have been working out, and it is has helped me relieve a little stress, but I just can't get over the fact that I did something wrong. It's just hard, because she treats me like a stranger, like she doesn't even know me.

Thanks for yall's time!